Am I young, yes, but am I living young? no,
I thought myself to just hold it,

Who am I, why am I, Where am I really,
Physically and Mentally, Where do I go next,
I need help, yes, but do I want it,
Life is crappy but so am I,
So what do I do about it, live in a lie,
Live a lie,
Act as if everything is all butterflies and rainbows, No,
I sit and soak,
Sit in the shower fully clothed, water on,


Just to stop, to stop from going back to where I was,
To stop playing my arm as if it was the strings of a violin
and the razor was the bow,
Am I young, yes, but am I living young? no,
I thought myself to just hold it,
To walk, but the more bags of weights and mask you carry
Tend to make walking hard

Writer: Toni Steele

Country: America

Age: 14years